I was never the
queen, but you were born in the dirt
My best friend told me you are going to hurt
She knew I was self destructive
But I was trying to make my life productive
I didn’t like you but then I liked you
You are too intellectual, Oh cried you!
You are full of shit, your promises and lust
I never wanted to fall for you, but love is all so absurd
My best friend fucked 10 people
Love she didn’t find, what she made was a sequel
I took her path and traced the white horse
You were sitting on it to make it worse
I was blind but you were the asshole
Never admitted what you wanted, made my life a black hole
You trapped me in your false pretense
But I always knew you make no sense
I was all tired and torn to find a new one
You took me for granted because I gave you the Reason
I knew, I knew everything, I am too sharp
But the pain of loneliness made my life parched
I lied to my brain, I lied to my everything
That was the mistake, I made when the love was missing
Mother of an old friend told me to move on
“Your investment will expire long before that moron”
I follow the crowded roads
To find myself lonely
I wear my mother’s black shawl
To repress my monster’s growl
All the men including you made me a psychopath
I am not sure of my intentions, neither of my wrath
I live in the house, seven nine seven
And crave for the solitude, of heaven
Painstaking I am with a curse of procrastination
I have fucked up every approaching destination
My philosophy, my morals, my ethics, my shit
I feel so fucked up when idle I sit
Best friend told me I am better than any human she has seen
But no one else is this nice to me and has never been
Maybe I will stick to her
And you can live life
of a motherfucker!
