Irresistible Love!

 I was never the queen, but you were born in the dirt

My best friend told me you are going to hurt

She knew I was self destructive

But I was trying to make my life productive

I didn’t like you but then I liked you

You are too intellectual, Oh cried you!

You are full of shit, your promises and lust

I never wanted to fall for you, but love is all so absurd

My best friend fucked 10 people

Love she didn’t find, what she made was a sequel

I took her path and traced the white horse

You were sitting on it to make it worse

I was blind but you were the asshole

Never admitted what you wanted, made my life a black hole

You trapped me in your false pretense

But I always knew you make no sense

I was all tired and torn to find a new one

You took me for granted because I gave you the Reason

I knew, I knew everything, I am too sharp

But the pain of loneliness made my life parched

I lied to my brain, I lied to my everything

That was the mistake, I made when the love was missing

Mother of an old friend told me to move on

“Your investment will expire long before that moron”

I follow the crowded roads

To find myself lonely

I wear my mother’s black shawl

To repress my monster’s growl

All the men including you made me a psychopath

I am not sure of my intentions, neither of my wrath

I live in the house, seven nine seven

And crave for the solitude, of heaven

Painstaking I am with a curse of procrastination

I have fucked up every approaching destination

My philosophy, my morals, my ethics, my shit

I feel so fucked up when idle I sit

Best friend told me I am better than any human she has seen

But no one else is this nice to me and has never been

Maybe I will stick to her

 And you can live life of a motherfucker!